late 5am again

late 5am again

Jun 20

What is it about this time of day that renders me so helplessly bored. As if my motivation drops to zero and my desire to create rises exponentially. Strange how that happens, it’s like writer’s block, and I’m getting a bit restless and stir-crazy.

I think it’s a sign that about this hour, I should go do something active, like run around the block 50 times or start gardening while it’s still cool out – I have been known for my midnight gardening, I’m sure the neighbors all think I’m insane or burying dead things under cover of darkness or something to that effect.

I’m also thinking about getting a part time job soon, just anywhere close to home. Well, within reason. A place where no great deal of thinking is required and customer service is not a massive priority. Don’t get me wrong, I am a nice guy to customers, considering I have to cater to clients regularly – that’s the staple of successful commerce, but when I’m not in control to decide when a customer is simply being unreasonable, the employee is invariably at fault and this eats away at my very soul. Yes, a simple job just for a pay check, preferrably weekly – auxiliary income to fund things I want to do which fall beyond what’s possible with my regular income doing what I normally do. Maybe I just have a newfound need to get out of the house, so we’ll see how long the job lasts, if and when I get one — I’m not exactly known for my loyalty to low level jobs, but I figure, if I’m going to be neglecting my friends as I tend to do for no good reason at all, I may as well have something to show.

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