wide awake.. some thoughts
With my last established paying project complete for this quarter, car repaired, rent paid, and groceries put away, my thoughts now point to doing something to cover my part of next month's rent and my cell phone bill which is due in just 5 days - for one cannot either brush off their responsibilities or rely on others without losing some credibility or taking a hit to the image one wants to maintain.
I woke up buzzing with ideas echoing louder than the fans dutifully whirring at their highest settings. It's only been 4 hours since we laid down, yet I'm wide awake and have a cranky partner pleading that I stay asleep.
i will always give an exact cause for my action but never a full reason. people, you understand, are never truly concerned with details, only ever requesting explanation to satisfy their need to feel that they deserve to know and that this need is being fulfilled.
I need to create money out of nothing as usual though in the past I have generally had a head start. The thought of creating my own leads or source of income is of course daunting.